So I went to the gas station today to get some gas. This older man when I am getting out of the car begins to stare at me. I just ignored it and just thought he might have thought I was weird or something (lol) and just didnt pay mind at all. So I go into the store and I am about to get gas and this what happens.
older man: Excuse me?
me: yes.
older man: I just say that you are beautiful I have never seen anything like you before. wow. (looking very memorized as if i was a piece of art)
me: (blushing and kinda shocked) oh thank you (laughing)
Older man: (walks off and then comes back) Do you think I can take you out sometime?
me: (finish pumping gas) No I am not interested. (Still smiling and still astonished by the compliment)
( I leave and go enter the car)
( older man is about to drive and stop and says)
older man: I am from new york so I have never dated anyone like you before I am from the bronx.
me: Oh okay. (still giggling as the man drives off).
To me even though this was and older man. I thought it was interesting that he found me so memorized and amazing. The crazy thing is that I always wanted to go to New York. Someone told me today that it might have been a blessing. I stated yes it could have been a blessing in disguise but I was to afraid to consider even saying yes. Besides I don’t know what could have happened. Still in the back of my head I wondered what would have happened if I said yes. HMMMM, maybe it could have lead me to something better. oh well I will never know.
@2 months ago
#gas station #old man #weird #funny #interesting #cool #new york
Well my guy best friend is leaving to go to Seattle. I surely will miss him a lot, the main guy that I actually hung out with here. Everyone was else was cool but we clicked so much better and its like we had an understanding for one another. We even thought about being with each other. He thinks it would work but I am hesitant. I am honestly afraid because I don’t want to ruin anything that already good. I mean could we really help build each other up to the top? could We really make each other happy? Can I see myself waking up in the morning with him next to me by my side? I honestly don’t know not to say that I don’t have feelings for him its just that I don’t think we are ready to go to that level or even should. Yet I don’t want to loose something special that should have gone farther either. A part of me really wants to know while the other part just wants to just keep everything the way it is. I say if it’s meant to be it will happen and don’t stress, but at the same time you have to take those steps to get there. Well take action. Yet love is patient and it does take time. I don’t know I just say only time will tell. I just hopes that he is happy and he becomes successful.
@2 months ago
#thoughts #guy best freind #life
